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The Weight of a Thousand Feathers – Brian Conaghan

This book is important. Bobby Seed is a 17 year old who’s not keen on school. He is a carer for his mum who has MS. He has a brother called Danny who is 14 going on 10, who has developmental and social needs they’ve never felt the need to diagnose or categorise. His best friend Bel is sarky, tough and has just a complex a home life.

Bobbys mother declines over the course of his book, and his world expands as he is cajoled into joining a young Carers Group, including a mysterious handsome boy called Lou.

That’s the plot. This book is about the voice. It has a clear, authentic voice, with spectacular characterisation. Booby becomes a loving breathing young adult. It perfectly captures the feelings of a young carer, despair and joy. There is a brilliant sibling relationship, beautifully realised. Bel is the teenage friend we all had or wanted. The burgeoning relationship with Danny and Lou is tentative and rings true, until something truly shocking arises.

The central moral question is tough, and the unrelenting nature of their Mum’s condition is brutal. Despite finding the humour in life this will bring you to tears. This is the more emotional end of the YA market, with concepts of parental loss, euthanasia and trauma.

This book is a rare in teen fiction in that it speaks to boys, and for this reviewer the experience of being gay as well. Not in a dramatic coming out sense, but in just taking those first steps.

Amazing. Tough. Sweary. Essential.